I always feel so incredibly alone. I know people are there for me, and I know I some people there who will listen to me rant for hours on end. I love people like that. I love too much maybe.. I dont even know anymore. I hate feeling so damn needy all the fucking time. A stable relationship would be beautiful right now. But, honestly, who would want to be with someone like me? I’m too fucked up for most people, and half the time they don’t even understand me. I haven’t even been on here in ages. Sometimes I feel like “I’m standing in the middle of a crowded room screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even looks up.” I don’t want to be selfish, I don’t want pity. I’m just sick of feeling so damn alone…
